Thursday, July 30, 2009
i know i know i haven been blogging diligently, cos there's nth much interesting abt my life to blog abt anw. and i dun really have the want-to-blog mood nowadays. but here i am blogging now because this week happened to be abit more interesting than usual =)
i cheong finished Breath of Fire 4 in a record breaking period of 4 days on sunday, woot! started on last thurs nite, ended on last sunday midnite. abit sad also, that series of RPG is my favourite other than Legend of Dragoon & Wild Arms 2, now i have nothing to entertain myself when i'm home alone =( it was also my first successful attempt to download and crack a PC game on my own =)) so proud of myself, tt goes to show i'm not completely software incompetent. hehe. gg to start on FF7 soon which Derek lent me to play last week. although school has started, but i'm still in the holiday mood.
lemme see, monday was a gathering with the SIM gang before Ben flies off to US for his exchange programme. we had lunch buffet at Seoul Garden, but ended up i was the one who ate for free instead of Ben, the supposed star of the day. lols. the thing was i arrived late and everyone had started eating, so when i reached i tot someone had paid for me first. later, they told me they hadnt paid mine. so i made my way to the counter, took out my wallet and money and was prepared to pay. i called the counter lady thrice, i said excuse me thrice and she ignored me thrice flat, paying attention only to the rowdy grp of tourists who got some payment issues at the counter. so i got pissed off and decided to pay when i'm done eating. and ended up when i'm done eating, i forgot to pay.
had lunch with ly on tues, the chicken rice stall she recommended me was cheap and good =) later we went walk walk see see and had ice-cream and some japanese snacks. i even got to go to ly's office, it felt weird seeing her working. time passes so fast that now she is a working woman and i'm almost graduating, everything makes me feel all these are so unreal. perhaps all these while i hadnt realised, we have alrdy grown up. perhaps in a few years time, we'll be seeing each other walking down the church aisle and even carrying our first born baby. life is so amazing.
bumped into a few old frens this week, the creepy thing is, all of them are like long lost frens la! firstly, i bumped into hongwee at tampines, he looked the same, i was telling him to organise an NEA gathering soon, haven seen them for 3 or 4 years. the second was sylvia, she seemed to have disappeared since she left for US 3 years ago, she looked slightly different now and i almost cudnt recognise her.
all these gatherings and bumping into frens incidents set me thinking. in life, everyone has frens, many frens, but we only have a few close to our hearts whom we meet up with more often, it feels kinda bad towards those we have neglected. but the thing is, everyone is at a different stage of their lives, sometimes its our schedule, work or even lifestyle that causes us to drift away from our frens unknowingly. so how do we make sure every fren can feel our presence? thats an answer i'm still searching for. afterall, i'm quite a hermit, not tt i dun like or dun care abt my frens, i'm someone who prefers to be alone and keep to myself most of the time. and ended up, pple complain to me that i'm always missing. lols.
for the past 1 week, i've been having ridiculous dreams now and then. dreaming of weird pple and weird things i will never think of while i'm awake. was telling ly the other day how my dream had creeped me out. dreamt that i got married, my husband is quite handsome and quite 疼 me, other than the fact i dunno him and dun love him. i ran away from him, and ran away with TT. omg. i must be so stressed up such that my brains have gone completely haywired. just this morning before coming to school, i dreamt that SG came back to me. eerrrrrmmm... he is the last guy i will ever want to see ever again in my life, although i did liked him alot when i was 17. i must be too stressed out, thats why my brains are starting to play tricks on me.
waiwai needs a good break, she needs to get away to some place far far away! she needs a good sleep without disturbances from weird dreams. =(( and she needs to start working hard for her last semester!!!
♥ Yuki & Kaname ♥