Thursday, June 11, 2009
sashiburi, mina! hehe showing off abit of jap i learned from watching all the jap animes. wow its been months since i blogged or last viewed my own blog, yeah broke my own record! 4 months flat.
having holidays now, hate it absolutely. so boring, nothing to do and feeling unproductive. to worsen the situation, cant find a job, not even a tuition assignment (or rather non with good pay), so i'll just hafta continue rotting at home or gg out. as the cute alvin says (not the alvin some mebbe thinking), money keeps gg outta the pocket at times like this =p. come to think of it, i really love my uni days in SIM, love to go to school to talk nonsense and hang out with frens, but hate projects and exams. cant wait for school to start again, for the last time for me, afterwhich i'll be graduating in abt 5 mnths time =). cant wait for working life to start either, so i'll be earning my own keep, and driving my own car like LY.
a sense of mixed feelings, feeling abit sad tt i'm bidding uni life goodbye, yet feeling happy tt i'll soon be entering a new stage in life. i'm grateful and feeling lucky tt i entered SIM and met the pple i met. for the past 2 and a 1/2 years of uni life, had been the best days of my life so far. i'll never forget all the love my frens have for me, all the joy and laughter, all the nonsenses, as well as my first love experience. life is never perfect, although this period of time contained sadness and certain drastic changes in my life as well, they have all become valuable memories and experiences which i'm thankful for making me a stronger individual. i thank the lord, or whoever is up there for making these days of my life.
managed to muster my courage to check my results yesterday, nearly burst into tears when i saw my result. but whatever it is, i am happy to annouce I AM SAFE ONCE AGAIN!! managed to clear every subject =) was damn scared for marketing, i almost left a 10mark section blank for the exam paper, only wrote like 3 lines for tt part. although i am happy i cleared everything, the result this semester was the worse outta all my semesters, feeling abit shitty abt tt. still, i'm very happy to say i am now one step away from graduation, may lord continue to bless me.
i'm so gg to indulge myself for awhile, rewarding myself for overcoming all the obstacles so far. SHOPPING TIME!
been watching alot of animes ever since uni days. in the past, i cudnt understand why people are crazy over animes, now i cant understand why i love animes so much lols, i have the whole collection of bleach with high quality viewing =D. actually anime guys are so cute, when u compare them with real life guys, u will find most guys in real life suck, both character and looks wise. if only i can meet some guy as cute as Farenheit, or some guy that just walks outta animes. perhaps i love jap animes so much i may end up with a jap hubby or something. i noe, some pple may think i'm a bitch for being superficial when choosing bfs, gg after looks. but here is my arguement, i've seen many girl frens of mine who are quite pretty, and ended up with an ugly guy whom they thought was trustworthy and devoted, and in the end what happened? so i was thinking, ugly or handsome are equally untrustworthy, so i might as well be nice to myself, find someone whom i think is cute, at least it benefits my descendants with good looks. damn, i shud have advised my mom tat before i was born, FUCK. oh well...
♥ Yuki & Kaname ♥