Tuesday, February 24, 2009
getting sick of my blog layout, feel like revamping the whole damn thing. shall wait till i have the time, and the mood.
was blog hopping, saw that sam talked abt cockroaches, so perhaps i should write my share of experience with worms on friday =) not a very nice experience though =S
last friday i was on my way to school, late as usual... very late lols. i got onto bus 52 at macritchie as per normal, took out my MP3 and plucked my earpiece into my ears. the bus happened to jerk pretty badly and my left earpiece fell out onto my shoulder. so i looked across the left side of my chest for the damned earpiece, and there i saw a nice little worm cruising, or rather wriggling its way across my tank top. i've had a worse experience before, try having a cockroach on the innerside of ur bra when u're wearing it =) so i wasnt shocked, just felt somehow disgusted. i gently and quickly tried to pick it up and leave it on the bus floor, i din want to hurt it, but i guess i still did cos there were "worm juice" on my fingers.
been feeling lethargic, emo (altho it aint my style), abit helpless, disappointed, but i hafta thank a great group of uni-classmates who are a bunch of fun and laughter. being with them makes me a happy person. at times i really feel like giving up, everything feels screwed up, but i noe someday it'll get better. I've been thru worse times before, i believe i am strong enuff to pull it thru. as rae said, this is part of growing up, the process is painful, but the results will be fruitful. *no pun intended*
hehe vday was usual... but the difference is, i'm no longer afraid of being alone on vday. in fact. i felt happy for those who have their counterparts to spend it with, even if u dun have, its a day for u to show ur love towards ur closest ones. i was superficial and immature in the past to have stubbornly believed vday is strictly for couples. if u really found the right one, everyday is vday. so why bother rushing to get someone just for the sake of spending vday, and u guys end up not being happy? for those who have found the one, i sincerely wish them all the best. for those who hadnt, i'm sure god has someone in store for u in time to come, u just hafta be patient.
i hafta thank X for making me feel so beautiful, its been so long since someone told me he finds me beautiful. its feels good to feel good, lols, wat rubbish am i saying? rae, nicholas, ben and my sis were right, i hafta be confident in myself. in fact, thats wat alot of pple been telling me. but it doesnt really matter at the moment, cos i know i have more important things on hand. ya but still, it feels good. =))
tomorow there's pool com. lols, it was a last min thing, myke just called and asked if i'm free tmr, since i have nth on, and need to relax, i'll just go for fun. tho i noe i'll be thrashed, haven trained for 3 months, tmr sure like shit. who cares, i'm not a star player, its just for experience. still, wish me luck.
♥ Yuki & Kaname ♥