Monday, April 21, 2008
i absolutely detest, abhor, hate HMT!! why make us study these dead pple? when they shud be laid to rest AND forgotten. i make no head nor tail outta wat they're driving at. only managed to read thru 2 chapters of HMT today. this is my most stressed semester so far, i have absolutely no confidence in HMT. last sem when i almost gave up on cheonging for marketting, i had him there for me to egg me on. handphone wudnt stop ringing. this sem, i have to rely on my own will power. my handphone? its fully charged, but its dead silent.
29th april is drawing near. its my HMT exam day, at the same time, a day i cant forget. perhaps bcos i'm more sensitive to dates? or isit i just cant get it outta my mind?
i admit i'm selfish at times. but who is not? to each of its own. its just tt my methods are more risky, unorthodox, underhanded, and perhaps extreme. blame me... but i know wat i'm doing. sometimes i really admire myself, isit bcos i am stubborn? or isit advices just fall deaf on my ears? at times, i'll resort to means just to achieve my aim, even when it means i hafta take risks.
god... pls bless me, i really need luck and guidance from you. HMT is really driving me crazy.
have no time nor mood to entertain anyone rubbishy. stop bugging me!!! why of all times choose the time when i'm more stressed out? i curse you bastard, i will not let ur evil plan succeed.
♥ Yuki & Kaname ♥