Tuesday, November 13, 2007
had my op this morning, actually the only time that hurts was the anesthetic injection prior to the op. after the op, i've been groggy the whole day, slept most of the time. actually this time round, i feel its better than the previous time. the previous time, i taste blood in my mouth all the time. this time, not so bad. hope i recover soon, have a sudden crave for pasta and ice creams from swensens, and choco brownie from POSH at dhoby ghaut. =)
disappointed.... sis was rite, u can observe detailed stuff about a person and tell the character. because he cannot possibly hide everything, there are bound to be small traces of evidence that gives him away.
i heard he was a perfect bf. perhaps he was perfect, because he truly loves her. i'm beginning to doubt, if he loves me as much, or does he even love me. i dunno.
showing tt u love someone, its not simply thru mere words. even if u dun tell me, as long as i can feel tt u truly care through subtle gestures, i'll be very happy. i've been waiting the whole day. msges keep comming into my inbox, but none from youknowwho. its not as if he doesnt know i'm having my op today, and not even a msg to ask me how i am feeling. i'm very upset.
i dun want u to tell me how much u miss me, i want u to show it. at least let me feel ur sincerity. i'm beginning to believe, all these perhaps are nth but an act. if u want to be a player, u've gotten the wrong person.
if u break my heart, i swear i will break ur legs myself.
♥ Yuki & Kaname ♥