Sunday, September 23, 2007
i apologise for all the crude languages and mean comments used in my earlier post.
i was bonkers. gone off my rockers. outta my mind. lost all my sanity.
no matter what he/she did, i had no right to insult let alone label him/her as an animal.
the fact is, i tink i've mutated or rather changed into someone, whom even i myself find scary. i shud stop using pmsing and bad mood as an excuse to cover up for my bad attitudes. its time to put a stop to my appearance consciousness, and start reflecting on my character, attitude and behaviour.
sometimes in life... u feel u're lost. now i'm lost. but i'm determined to find my way again.
i've been doing terrible things. things, tt i will curse if i see other girls doing if i were the me in the past.
how cud i pinch her? i'm sucha a horrible person. i'll be bound to suffer retribution.
sometimes u wanna say sorry... but u just dunno how to express it in words. or rather, i'm too ashamed of myself to face the pple i've wronged.
perhaps if i changed into a better person, will den wud i deserve to be loved.
♥ Yuki & Kaname ♥