Friday, August 31, 2007
guess i've really gone nuts. sent my eye candy *kenn* a smile yest, asking if i can add him for friendster. he replied today, and added me =)
had dinner with my parents at amk yest. a raggardly dressed lady in her mid 40s went from table to table begging for money. she came by our table, begged my dad to give her 40cents. its an extremely sad thing to see. poverty can be so scary. being overprotected and well provided for, i neva saw such ugly truth to the world. feeling really guilty now. been a spendthrift recently, wasting money on clothes, accessories, entertainment and other luxuries when there are pple gg hungry. i'll try to be more frugal from now on.
ever since the first day u knew me, u've been telling me i'm pretty. i feel really flattered by ur compliments. but do u realise, constant repitition of this statement reflects insincerity? it leaves me wondering, if u really mean wat u say.
many stressed that inner beauty over-rules outer beauty. that is but a politically correct statement. for that statment doesnt stand against reality. my past experiences being ostracized has proven otherwise. being beautiful really brings abt diff treatment. beautiful people are the people capable of being happy. but how long can this happiness last?
i dunno... dun want to know... dun want it to ever end.
-i'm contented being the plain jane i am-
♥ Yuki & Kaname ♥